Damn... All these feelings are overwhelming!

My brain dump of emotions and feelings that I am feeling simultaneously... in this moment:

EXCITED
HAPPY
RELIEVED
BITTERSWEET
AFRAID
SAD
AMAZED
AFFIRMED
VULNERABLE
UNSURE
CURIOUS
OPEN
CLOSED
DISAPPOINTED
CONFUSED

OUT OF CONTROL
WANTING
STRESSED
JOY
DETERMINED

ANXIOUS
COURAGEOUS
ON PURPOSE
GRATEFUL

APPRECIATED

MISUNDERSTOOD

BLESSED

Wow!!! That was therapeutic.

I work so hard to learn, grow, and be a woman ON PURPOSE... God knows I have come sooooo far. I am grateful! Truly I am! If you read my last post... so many good things are happening in my life. This GROWN ASS WOMAN is moving forward... God's grace is in abudnance, dreams are becoming reality, my friends inspire and encourage me so much, and my family continues to stand in the gaps for me so that I can follow my dreams. I am sooo LOVED and BLESSED!

I will take some time over the next few days to RELAX, RELATE, RELEASE (damn I need a release).

I need to honor my own advice... STOP, BREATHE, ENJOY THE MOMENT!

This post helped a lot... even the uncomfortable feelings have their place right now so I will stop trying to deny them. I will not be afraid to be HERE in this MOMENT with ALL of my feelings, even the ones I want to fast forward through.

-WonderWoman

I choose... to catch up on Blogger

WOW... I haven't blogged in sooooo long. I forgot my username... to many online accounts to keep up with all of them. So tonight I decided to sit here until I figure it out... so I did... and I am here blogging.

Recap since my last blog...
The Holidays have passed. My mood got better.

I have been extremely busy.

• With my mommy job- My son turned 15 years old last week... to catch you up and so you don't wreck your brain doing the math... yes, I started my mommy job very young.
• It's official I am an entrepenuer... a friend and I started an consulting business . We finished our first consulting gig... it was well received by our client. It felt wonderful to complete our first project and have such positive feedback. It definitely made me realize the possibilities with this work going forward.
• the day job...
• looking for a new day job... and found one... YIPPEE! I start at the beginning of April.
• helping my friend with his "one man show"- Confessions of a Black Man. Showtime in 6 days! It has been hectic pulling it together, but with humor... and the excitement of bringing his vision to reality makes the hard work all worth it. I have learned a lot over the last few weeks about theatre production, laughed a lot, and I look foward to showtime. I have a good feeling about this...
• I was in a car accident at the end of January. I was rear-ended by a stolen rental car (that is a long story...). I had a terrible neck sprain (whiplash) and I am still recovering. It's been a slow recovery, but I am getting there. My "good" days are beginning to outway my "bad" days. I started physical therapy very soon after my accident and that has helped move the recovery along. Having physical limitation has taught me a lot about myself. I don't do so well with limited mobility... it makes me crazy (which is out of character for me... lol).
• A good friend came to visit me from Florida in February. After her visit I began to really think about the law of attraction- "We attract whatever we choose to give our attention to--whether wanted or unwanted". The law of attraction places no judgement of "good" or "bad". I have understood the law of attraction intellectually for quite some time, but living in that understand has not been easy for me. So I can say that for the last few weeks, I have been shifting my thinking about a lot of things... and the universe is responding to my mind shift.
  
  
  TODAY, I CHOOSE... TO HAVE JOY IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS I AM FACING. I KNOW THAT WITH THE CREATOR'S GRACE AND MERCY... ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.
  
  EVERYDAY IS FILLED WITH NEW POSSIBILITIES!
  

So this is the jist of what has been going on with Wonder Woman... I have written my username and password down this time... so Wonder Woman will get better about blogging.

-Wonder Woman