Some Things I Know For Sure...

Last night, of course was another restless night. I was going thru CDs and found my Mary J- No More Drama CD and my Mary Mary CD. My little cousin sang this song, "Can't Give Up Now" by Mary Mary, at my Grandma's Birthday Party and it was what I needed to hear a few weeks ago and definitely what I needed to listen to TODAY...



In the stillness of the night... I finally shut off the noise around me so I could hear the whisper... "You can't give what you don't have. Things are hard right now... Just lean on me". My time with my Grandma a few weeks ago, and the retreat this weekend was the spiritual nourishment that I know I need to climb out of this valley.

I had a good soul cry to this song, today... "Still My Child" by Mary Mary



Some Things I know for sure...
-This too shall pass... in due season
-I can't expect to win if I never try...
-How I am feeling is not just about you... I am really struggling to find the best way for me to deal with the collection of unmet desires and challenges I am experiences right now.
-I realized that the reason I usually have such intense internal battles is because I fight so hard to avoid disappointment. I try to control my wants because it really sucks when I can't have what I want when I want it. Bratty but honest...

I am grateful...
-For wisdom that I have gained through experience and the ability to listen to the wisdom of others.
- For God's whisper
-For XOXOXOXOs... well lately there have been only XXXXXXs... but I am ready for some OOOOOs... lol
-For LOL
-For music that can feed my spirit


Encouraged,
WonderWoman