Uh Oh...

I slipped out of neutral... into reverse last week (see my neutral post)

But I am back in NEUTRAL because that's where I need to be... in this moment.

As I work to not avoid feelings that nag at me sometimes... sadness and loneliness is not what I want to feel so I try to ignore them when they show up. In the truth of acknowledging the presence of my feelings and letting them pass... I have been feeling lonely. I have had quite a bit of solitude the last few weeks, and most of the time by choice... but the last week or so... not always by choice... just circumstance.