Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2011 is HERE!

I have been away for way too long! So much has changed, and some things remain the same from the last time I blogged regularly. I won't make any over the top commitments to blogging everyday... blah blah blah. I have been writing for myself to get thru 2010, but have not felt like sharing in public. Blogging has become so widespread and mainstream I was ambivalent about whether to keep blogging or not. This morning I received a comment on an old post and I had been thinking about coming back to the blogosphere for a few weeks now... so the comment was my motivation to get back out here. I might even go more public with my writing this year... we will see. I have some ventures in the works and the journey to launch will be edutainment, and so much more... so it might be worth sharing! We'll see...

Well do I recap or just move forward?? Well I am not great at recapping the past in writing because when the moment passes... I lose the words. What I can say is 2010 was a year in which major elements of my life were tossed in the air and for months I didn't know for sure how it would work out...but I had faith that it would. Today I can see that 2010 was a very spiritual year... that's the best way to describe it

The ebbs and flow of life are sometimes consistent, but often not as predictable as one would hope. My faith and trust in God was renewed in 2010 at a real deep spiritual level. I found a part of myself that had been dormant for a while... my tenacity and resiliency is stronger and more mature. I got thru the first 10 years of my parenting on a hope, a prayer, God's grace, tenacity, resiliency and love. Many of the emotions and fears of becoming a mom at 15 reappeared this year... do I have what it takes to succeed? can I do this? This/it encompasses many aspects of my life... a mother of two teen boys, a single woman dating or whatever I am doing these days, a professional, a daughter, a friend, a family member, a student, a person in debt, an entrepreneur,  and the list goes on...

I pushed thru and at moments I was carried thru the emotions and fears of life in 2010. At 33/34  I was wiser, more mature, and knew what I wasn't sure of at 15... I will be okay, it will be okay, and... a hope, a prayer, God's grace, tenacity, resiliency and love will get me thru this too! And it did and continues to get me thru...

2011 is HERE! I am open and ready... everyday is filled with new possibilities and I have an abundant love-filled life!

So blessed,
Wonder Woman